raindrops fell on my window that morning
as if they were accompanying my tears
that ran down on my cheek
unexpectedly without warnings
don't be too kind to me
because i don't want to be loved by anyone
so i refuse any kindness that i received
but somewhere within my cold heart
i want to be loved dearly more than anyone else
i've said things that hurts you
and kept my heart closed away
so i turned my back to you
truthfully i don't want you to stop loving me
do i deserve to be touched by your warmth?
i want to gather all the lights of happiness in the world
and shower it onto you with all my love
i want to lift you up in the bright blue sky
and sweep away all the tears of your sorrows
i want to embrace you gently in my arms
and shelter you from all the pain that haunts you
i want to be the distant star for you rather than the moon
even though it seems small and far away but it stays forever
but do i deserve to be loved by you?