Loving You

Loving you
Is like breathing
Waking up to every morning
To feel you in my vein

Loving you
Is like having a cup of hot chocolate
The sweet taste on my lips
The warm and tender feeling

Loving you
Is like an addiction
A substance to ease my pain
That I'm enslaved and subdued by you

Loving you
Is like living a life
A routine that I have to endure
To feel you by my side

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i stare into emptiness
i feel nothing
it's just a hollow space
the void that's inside
i'm not there
i don't feel exist
i'm not needed
sometimes i want to crash a car
sometimes i want to jump off a building
sometimes i want to slit my throat with a knife
i imagine myself doing it, always
but i'm too scared to commit anything
people around me, i only see faces
i don't feel their presence
because i'm not needed
i laughed with them, i smiled
but just for a while
there's something in me
which is not there
somebody predicts my future, telling me i'm going to live longer
but i'm not sure if that's a good thing, whether it's true or not
i don't want to live long enough to be sucked in loneliness
i'd rather die
because i'm not needed
i feel like i'm gone into thin air
unseen, intangible
going with the flow
nobody was certain if i'm really exist
yeah, that would be nice
i would vanish in a blink of an eye
because i'm not needed

Kau Tahu...

You know how to make me feel right
You know how to make me smile
You know how to make my day shines bright
You know how to make my life worthwhile
You know how to keep my determination high
You know how to make me feel alive
What you don't know is that this little guy adores you so much
that he can't even realize

To Where You Are

The days were seem too few,
But the memories still remains,
I'm hopeless without you,
I'll never be the same again.