Stay With Me

Dear Ginger,

we both knows that life is cruel
with all the false hopes and lies
but you know I'll be always true
until the very day i die

if only i could be there by your side
and wash away all your miseries
like a wave of an ocean's tide
washing the shore eternally

Yours Truly,
Ajumiru

Love

(excerpt from an sms)

Dear Ginger,

Love is pure,
Love is true,
Love is cure,
Love is you.

Yours Truly,
Ajumiru

On That One Fine Day

on that one fine day,
i met a lovely girl,
God descended to me,
a substitutive of an angel,
of whom i cannot fathom.

on that one fine day,
i met a lovely girl,
her countenance looks sad,
but she tried to hide.

on that one fine day,
i met a lovely girl,
her faint presence still lingers,
her mind was cluttered with dishonesty,
of whom i wish i can adore.

i love you

i love the unknown
i love the unseen
could have it been that love is blind?
but i'm sure i was blinded by you

i love the intimacy
i love the affection
could have it been that love is passion?
but i'm sure i was mesmerized by you

i love the gentleness
i love the gracefulness
could have it been that love is kind?
but i'm sure i was at your mercy

Beautiful Sunshine

beautiful sunshine,
you lights up the shore for me again
i thought it was the last time i see you shine
last night you were gone

beautiful sunshine,
your bright radiance of light have shown happiness
i reach my hand high
just to feel your warmth gentle feeling

beautiful sunshine,
i thought i would die a lonely man
chasing the uncertainties and lies
but you were right in front of me all along

beautiful sunshine,
will you be here again tomorrow?
for i am hollow without you
for i am hollow without your light

he was a little boy

He was a little boy
sitting all alone in his father's big but empty backyard
in front of him was his toys
He picked up a wooden truck, a toy he loves dearly
swaying it back and forth, while muttering the engine sound
but then he startled
he realized he was all alone

Through the big fence he wish he could have a friend
a real friend

if...

Dear Ginger,

if i give my hand to you, will you hold it tightly so i won't slip away through this endless night?

if i give myself to you, will you caress me and embrace me in your arms so i can feel safe in this precarious world?

if i give my heart to you, will you keep it safely inside of you so it won't slither away into oblivion of sleep?

Yours truly,
Ajumiru

i don't know

you're asking me will i be the one for you?
i don't know but still i'm here for you.
you're asking me will i accept your past?
i don't know. you were only waiting for this moment to be free.
you're asking will my love grow?
i don't know. stick around and maybe it may show.